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She kissed meShe kissed me
I know it meant nothing
But still, I can't forget
She kissed me
She has a boyfriend
But still, it was beautiful
She kissed me
Her lips tasted so sweet
But still, I have a boyfriend

Why did she kiss me?
To make her boyfriend happy
But she suggested it
Why did she kiss me?
Because she feels for me
But she is in love with him
Why did she kiss me?
Because she wanted to
But she was drunk

Should I forget she kissed me?
It would make things simple
But I feel so different now
Should I forget she kissed me?
She probably doesn't remember
But I do
Should I forget she kissed me?
It was only a little one
But I knew it was real

Do I kiss

I Just Want To Be SupportedWhy can't you see?
I'm just being me.
Do you want me to flee?
So you can finally be free?
Of this nuisance called me.

So you can be proud of another?
Maybe my brother.
How can I please you mother?

Do you want me to say,
I'm not gay?
You tell me I'm a stray.
And that you'll pray.

But you don't understand.
This was unplanned.
I'll take you by hand.
And show you where I stand.

ForgottenThese thoughts just swarm my mind
I want to die
No one would miss me
Especially at college
No one notices me anyway
Only to laugh or sneer
At my loneliness

Several times I've just sat on my own
A few of them cried
I try and ask people
But they tell me their busy
Their ahead of the game
They have their own friends
I don't want to intrude

I cant hang with the second years
I feel out of place
Like i look like some random stranger just lurking

I hate it
All of this
I thought id make friends
"Give it time"
Sure give it time,
What for people to feel comfortable in their stupid friendship groups?
They would do wouldn't they?

InsecutityI just cant help but think
As i walk down the road
People stop and stare
They laugh and judge
Smile and joke

I walk around
Looking like I'm guilty
Of some severe crime
I just cant deny
My feelings inside

I'm not size 10
I'm not the media perfect model
I'm far from it
I try and make sense of it
But i cant
Its like a foreign language
Or something
I cant hide it
Strangers can sense it
I look around me
I look behind
I'm afraid of people
Strangers
Creeps
As if someone's stalking me
Even though no one is
i worry deep down inside

But i mustn't let my insecurity over run me

Because You Put the Stars In the SkyWhisper in my ear,

tell me how you feel

tell me all the secrets

hiding

underneath your skin.

Spend our days

under the sun,

wrapped in each others arms.

Worry free and bathed in love

is what we’ll be.

It’s you and me

till the end,

because you put the stars in the sky

and I can’t seem

to look away.

'Friend'The emphasis on the word friend lingers
Knowing ill never be anything more
Despite the feelings i have
There will never be 'us'

Forever just friends
This always has been
With every single person I've liked in that way
Am i really that bad
That no one could possibly imagine me this way

Apart from those silly little boys whom i get an odd message off
Saying I'm 'hot'
I should send a picture
Why bother trying their luck?
It disgusts me
The thought of them thinking
'hey i could use her next,she doesn't mean anything'
I never reply
Why waste my time?

It sucks to know no one likes me
More that a 'friend'
It really makes me doub

I Love You...I love you.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
You're the girl of my dreams
And
My soul mate.
I want to marry you.
Have kids with you.
And grow old with you.
I promise I'll love you with every inch of my body.
I'll never hurt you.
I'll always care for you.
I'll always be there for you.
Please give me a chance.
You told me you like me back.
So Courtney Adams
Will you be my girlfriend?

The Right to loveMay they rise or die
These red or grey suns
And may the hours revolve
And may life pass

In the face of men
Regardless of their laws
Nothing nor nobody will ever
Prevent me from loving

I have the right to love
I have this right

Hoping for weddings
Like those of kids
At the loving age

I wanted this right!
In drunken mornings
And nights of distress

By fighting for this love
I won this right!
Through fear of losing everything

At the risk of losing myself
So that love may live
I paid for this right!

Although time erases
Neither mourning nor joys
Whatever they may say or do
As long as my heart beats…

Whatever the crown may be -
Thorn

FateI see you
I hear you
I taste you
I feel you
with ever fiber of my
being.
I knew the curves
of your body since
before we were
born.
Your existence
has been etched
into my skin
like a birthmark.
You complete my
fate.
The world unwinds
inside of me.

HonestyTo anyone who wants to claim that 'reparative' therapy (to convert homosexuals to heterosexuals) should be legal for minors: at least be honest about what you support.

Systematically dehumanizing patients by telling them that they are dirty, broken, and shameful. Verbal abuse is a central part of the therapy.

Isolating patients from their friends and family and removing any methods of contact like phones and computers. Only approved people are allowed to be contacted at all. Phone calls are often monitered by therapists, violating any hope of privacy. Letters are read before being sent and, if the counselor does not approve of the cont

RerunThese reruns are growing tedious
Girl meets girl, tumbles and blushes
Couldn't subtle her way out of a paper bag
Longing from a safe distance
Chance left undisturbed
In favour of certainty and monotony
A yearning poem or two
Easier said than done
And then, a new pretty face
The same episode again

The note Even though you'll never see this. I wanted to write everything out. I love seeing you smile. You light voice always makes me happy. So when you were unhappy for one day it made me worry. But I got you to smile. I got to make you happy even in the littlest bit.

Most people say your too young for me or it'll never last. I still want to try it at least. I want to ask you out but... if I do.. will it change everything? Who knows.

I drop my pen and look out the window. The girl I like will never read this. My friends told me to write when I needed to and that's what i did. It was a way to let everything out for me. Even if I wouldn't say it di

FingerprintsEllie's fingerprints are everywhere; I feel them on my skin, on the bed sheets and in her tantalizingly soft black hair when I run my fingers through it. I see them on homework assignments and her ribcage where all of the scars are. I hear them in the rain, the wind, the sun, and the pad of worn converse against linoleum floor, or my own lungs. I taste them in Carmel Frappuccino's-her favorite- against my lips. I smell them whenever she is remotely close; roses and vanilla, coconut shampoo. My mind spins, in a way that makes me exhausted because I can no longer imagine a world without her, and I ache when I'm reminded of her self destruction;

a quick goodbyea quick goodbye. don't want to make a fuss.

this is the calm before the storm. the wind is dead. like a whisper before the tempo kicks up in a song. but you know something is happening. you can feel it in your gut.

i knew something was different because i get sinus aches with the smallest pressure changes. but i didn't pay any mind to it until i saw the clouds moving in.

"something is happening," i told her that last night we fell asleep in my bed, together for the last night until i-don't-know-when, "it makes me uneasy."

she held me tight, saying "nothing to worry about, baby, just some rain. this weather's perfect."

so here we are. run

Overcoming the Obstacles.30-42-1.

The lock clicked as I pulled down on it, and I opened my locker with a sullen look upon my face. No one in the halls had stopped to say hi, or tease me to hurry up with getting my lunch. No smiles, no hugs. The only saviour was my sister, who even then hardly recognized me lest demoting her status as a senior.

I was alone, to fend for myself from the wolves of society. And I felt myself slowly being eaten, limb by limb.

Earlier in the week I had tried to group in with my sister, but she and her friends were complete polar opposites from me that I felt alienated by their talk of girly attire. She felt for me when I talked to her ab

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Love Again

by ~ALLjapan, Dec 14, 2012, 11:04:42 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Some would tell me I love her too much:

I need to feel special,
Wanted and desired.
As if I were your sun,
Because I'm your only one.

I spent a year giving my all,
In love with you I continued to fall!
Falling, not knowing I was actually crashing.

I survived; This time at least,
But my heart suffers for it.
It is fragile and petrified,
All night I had cried.

There is no he in lesbian,
So stick to me if you can.
But babes not only that,
"If you can," will not be good enough!

*Leave "he" far behind!!!*

Because to be with me it is a must,
Otherwise where's the trust?
No trust means no respect or true love,
Dash me to the rocks: be done.

If you cannot resist,
If temptation is stronger than love?
Don't make me suffer like you hate me,
Instead, let me go like you love me...

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and again and again.
Never going to stop.

~Rhianimation ~ALLjapan

~Rhianimation May 5, 2013 Student

Shouldn't*

~Rhianimation May 5, 2013 Student

I should read this before bed, or any other time, around people or not. Tears.
I'm desperately sorry, and I love you so much

~ALLjapan May 5, 2013 Student General Artist

nyaaan

I LOVE YOU DARLING <3
I know how sorry you have been and are and maybe (but hopefuly not) always will be ...nyan

I love you dearly and will always forgive you <3 <3

~Rhianimation May 6, 2013 Student

I love you too babes... I just wanted to find it and read it last night and then I started crying and I was like 'I should have seen that coming.' in all honesty I didn't think it would be as sad as it was and then it was

I'm still really sorry and I will continue to be until the day I die, even if I don't say it.

~ALLjapan May 6, 2013 Student General Artist

hmmmm, well I'll always be here for you Rin.... <3 I love you no matter what..

~Rhianimation May 7, 2013 Student

and I am here for you too... although that may not mean that much after what has happened

~ALLjapan May 7, 2013 Student General Artist

It means the world to me to have you as my partner and to have ou by my side.....and to know...maybe not before but now...I have you...by my side and supporting me 100% ....even when i do get moody (but we are all prone to this I suppose)

~Rhianimation May 7, 2013 Student

nyan I guess so... :3
I know you get moody i get fairly moody a lot of the time and 'm actually surprised at how moody I can get

~ALLjapan May 7, 2013 Student General Artist

human nature?

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~TigerLove566 Dec 15, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

This is beautiful

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